Old Flame-Spark or Sodden water? Decision

Let the past be a broken dream,the future full of hope,
the present be a reality check tht lets u have a scope.

He he....... Yup....What you have in front of you is always bttr thn clutchin imaginary straws!

Thoughts

The ones you are the most intimate with are the ones who can hurt you the most for they are the ones who understand you and know you,knows what drives you and what frightens you,hence could transform into your most dreaded enemy.Not to mention the possibility of your hopes being treated with contempt and tossed away.

Destruction of your dreams hurts you more than any physical blow.Indeed words that are spoken out of hate and anger are the ones that make your heart bleed.Physical pain is almost welcomed in such a case.

Hatred is a cancer and so is depression.They build and spread and make you choke.

Thoughts run in my head.Without a break.Now my thoughts have exchanged places with reality.My thoughts are in the foreground with the routine everyday work happening at a steady numb pace in the background.

I cant stop thinking.Betrayal and of use and abuse.Words spoken and broken.Emotions pledged and ignored.Is there nothing that is constant in this world?

No one is loved by all.Everyone is hated by someone or the other.Does that mean we are yet to strive for perfection to please someone else?Does perfection even exist?Are you true to what you are if you turn perfect in case it does exist?

Why do people say something and mean something else entirely?Isn't this world a challenge enough without having to interpret peoples feelings?

Thoughts continue to run in my head.
I am weary but cannot stop.
Suspicion is a killer.
I shall blame it on the molehill that grew into a mountain.

Hmmm.....

I hope for peace to claim my mind.I hope and i wait.

Just Another Rant About Life!

We are currently swept away in the tide that is the materialistic world we live in, where we become perfection whores and strive to be savvy stereotypes brainstorming the latest in scientific innovations and virtual technology and perfecting the loss of culture and the essence of humanity. Has science destroyed our very roots? Do we embrace with blind faith or question the powers that be with stubborn resilience?

“For good unknown is sure not had and had and yet unknown is as had not at all”-remains one of my favorite quotes of all times. Is ignorance truly bliss? Or is the required ignorance limited only to certain fields where the murky depths of overlapping borders make it hard to differentiate what is in and what is out of the zone. What should be ignored, and what pursued?

The question that remains is when in the dark and forever in the dark, you do not know that light exists.Again,the fact that light is a reality is understood only based on ancient prophecies and myths and legends. So is it indeed that all that is ancient guides us, or rather, steers us into the future? To go where no man has gone before? Pushing forth continuously in the pursuit of excellence.

This remains a puzzle and one spends a lifetime trying to differentiate and hence remain human spending a part of his life lamenting the fact that much time was wasted on what should have been unknown and spending the remaining unlearning what he has learnt.

Life is complex enough being possessive and obsessive about food,clothing and shelter and a challenge when being territorial comes into play.Add standards to all and life becomes what it is today.Confusing and mind-blowing.Thoughts continually prode your mind to conquer the best that there is as this is what we have been conditioned to do.To be the best in what you do.To be true to what you are and what you believe in lags pathetically somewhere in the background of character building,often being crushed in the aftermath of reality and the excellence required to even barely thrive in this world.

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I cry not because of you,But because my dream isn't true.
I cry not because of what you say,But what remains unsaid between us.
I cry not because of what is being destroyed,But because of what could have been.
Therein lies the wretchedness of hope that promises to linger long after it turns to despair.

Old Flame-Spark or Sodden water?

I have been wondering.........Almost hypothetical situation......Lets say you meet sumone u cared about after a period of time.....Lets keep his name as Mr.Z (Mu ha ha ha and u guys thought i couldn't add an element of suspense?Thr ya go-for all u non-believers out thr!)....

Anyways....a few yrs back u and Mr.Z were best friends....You cared about each other.But neither of u knew the other cared for u....So disappointed and depressed you gradually "lose contact" blaming the ever busy life of the twenty-first century......

Later on one day,you guys chance to meet and get back in touch.By and by the truth comes out.The liking was mutual and not one-sided.....

Now.How are you supposed to react?Both of you have already carried on with your life.....Now will you break it all just to get back together??Or will you let the past be what it is,just the past-and carry on with your life?

When you confess liking ther person,will he be satisfied with the knowledge and move away?Or will he embrace you for it?

Is requite love just satisfactory?Or is there more to it?

Find out more....Coming soon......

P.s.:Currently doing my research.....

working!!!

yay!!!now tht iv completed my course.....(successfully!!!)iv actually strted workin......hmmm......n i turned twenty too......hmmm.....another year older.....(not gonna go "hmmmm agn"-dont u worry!)

well...wat can i say?!!i enjoyed college n all its politics....rather entertaining if u ask me!will surely miss tht phase of my life......another place and memories stored for nostalgic purposes.....u start thinkin about all tha good things and u get all nostalgic....... except rite now-i really can't feel old even if nostalgia requires tht lil old feeling to be felt...just ain't possible......"i feel good" and i knew i would.......

i've been workin for about three weeks now and love it....and works suits me(surprisingly cos im known to be lazy(reknowned?!))i do enjoy the subtle difference in the fact that wen u study u pay to work, but when u work at work u get paid....hee hee.....which is probably what inspires me to work so diligently......though a textile designer's job isn't exactly a curse.....

BLAH!

by now u must have surely realised that i have nothing significant to say....life is the same....tedious, monotonous and ever-lovely.......
if ur still reading this u are a real good reader.......u should probably try sigmund freud's lil books.....u might like them.....
well....laterz y'all.......have a good one......

Happy Val's Day Y'all!!!

VAL'S DAY HAS COME N GONE....

O WELL....AL RITE AL RITE...JUST GONE! A DAY FOR CELEBRATING LOVE,SETTING ASIDE UR NORMALITIES AND ENTERING THE WORLD OF FANTASY...YEP!....PPL GO OUT...HAVE FUN....

ITS A DAY OF "SURPRISE-COOKING" DISASTERS WHICH ARE HERALDED AS AN ACT OF LOVE,"SURPRISE-GIFTS" WHICH TRIGGER OFF ALLERGIES LOL...BUT ALTOGETHER A DAY FILLED WIT LOVE AND BLISS..MANY WAYS TO SPEND IT....THOSE WHO LIKE IT LOUD PARTEE N THE MILDER ONES GO OUT FOR A DINNER N A MOVIE...A WALK ON THE BEACH IS BY FAR THE MOST ROMANTIC THING U CAN DO...HAVING A CANDLE LIGHT TAKE-OUT PIZZA ON THE BEACH-MMMM....EVEN BTTR!

A DAY WEN DIFFERENCES ARE FORGOTTEN AND UR SHARED ASSETS ARE BROUGHT OUT INTO THE LIGHT...YEAH YEAH TRUE N ALL...

BUT U KNOW WAT?....SUMTIMES ITS TAKEN JUST A LIL TOO SERIOUSLY...I MEAN! PPL DONT HAFTA FALL IN LOVE ON THIS DAY...U CAN CELEBRATE IT WIT FRIENDS...BUT O NO!...PPL DONT DO THT!...THEY GET A HOLD OF SUMONE FOR A "LOVE"DATE...GET THE DAY DONE WIT...SPEND LAVISHLY ON SUMONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW...N BADABING-BADABOOM!...THE DAYS DONE....NORMAL LIFE BEGINS..

I DUNNO Y I MENTIONED THE ABOVE FACT...PROLLY COS I STUDY IN A PLACE WHR LOVE IS TAKEN LIGHTLY...I MEAN!LOVE-ME-FOR-A-WEEK IS THE TREND THT SEEMS TO B HAPPENING....PPL WANNA ENJOY THEMSELVES-LET EM!NOONES STOPPIN THM....BUT DRAGGIN LOVE THROUGH DUST...NA-AH NO-CAN-DO!

BUT WEN ALL'S SAID N DONE<-OR IS IT ALL THE BLOGS WRITTEN N DONE!>NUTIN CHANGES...ITS ALL THE SAME...I JUST HOPE A DAY WELL COME WEN MORE PPL RESPECT THE WORD LOVE N TREAT PPL ACCORDINGLY...

YEAH..IM A PERSON WHO LIVES IN A WORLD OF FANTASY...I BELIEVE CHIVALRY EXISTS SUMWHR...CLOAKED BY THE POLLUTED SHROUD OF THE PRESENT "CIVILIZED" WORLD.....

THE DAY WILL COME WEN LOVE REIGNS SUPREME N ALL MATERIALISM IS FORGOTTEN
I HOPE THT DAY COMES SOON...

LOVE Y'ALL THIS VALENTINES DAY!..TAKE CARE..
P.S.-ILL DO MY BEST TO WRITE A "CHEERIER" BLOG NEXT TIME N TO SOUND LESS LIKE PRUDE OL WOMAN...

love

hey!..
wat can i say?....this was after i had a fight with sumone i loved over the dumbest thingies.......
usually am sumone who lives for fantasy and hopes tht my dreams come true-wishful thinkin i suppose....so wat i created is a bit of an oxymoron!

Love-
Wats is love?
A word
Meaningless
A figment of the mind created by mankind
Iv heard talk of empty phrases-love.its an empty word
Highly overrated

wat does it signify?
Portayed as a divine emotion of blissful satisfaction
It is anyting but
Ppl say they fall in love all the time-attraction is termed as love
It is anytin but unevent ful
For no two ppl are alike
How ever much they may disagree wit this statement
It is their diff tht makes thm who they are-their identity

I find the idea of blissful love preposterous
Love is sumtin created by mankind to kindle interest ,to have expectations in this period we call life

As Shakespeare said-"all the worlds a stage,the men and women merely players"
Love is tht spice tht keeps us going
A word of endless possibilities
A word tht sends fantasy soarin
Love –the cause of creation And destruction

A myth